Today was a hard day. I mean, I've had harder days than this one, but it was hard none the less.
I feel like I've been in a constant state of "uncomfortableness" for a couple of weeks....things are changing.
I am growing, my routine is shifting; I'm building new relationships and working on existing ones, branching out to try new things in music, leadership, lifestyle and so on.
Some days I feel courageous and valiant; like I can take each challenge by the horns and wrestle them into submission.
Other days are smooth sailing and all goes my way. And then there are days like today, where I feel as though I am walking a fine line and if I make a mistake, I could ruin everything. And guess what! I made mistakes :) Recently it feels like I've had more of the latter days than the valiant or smooth sailing ones. But thats ok!
Although my body is tired and achy from a cold, my heart feels weighty from the events of today, and my mind wants to run wild with the frets of tomorrow, I am surprisingly ok deep inside... My peace doesn't lie on the surface, and its beyond my understanding. I know there will be a tomorrow, and with it comes the fullness of His grace, mercy and love!
Sometimes I feel like I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm headed, or what the future holds. And now I remember that His Word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path (ps.119:105) My feet are right in front of me! So I trust that as I focus on Him, and get into His word, He will show me the next step; He'll light the path before me.
This blog isn't me wallowing in a pity party, or even fishing for someone to encourage me. I'm just being honest :) The reality is that some days are just hard, and that's ok! Because some days are really really good too! You get them both, and along with them, you get stories, memories, experience and wisdom... I guess it's what they call "life" :)
I feel like I've been in a constant state of "uncomfortableness" for a couple of weeks....things are changing.
I am growing, my routine is shifting; I'm building new relationships and working on existing ones, branching out to try new things in music, leadership, lifestyle and so on.
Some days I feel courageous and valiant; like I can take each challenge by the horns and wrestle them into submission.
Other days are smooth sailing and all goes my way. And then there are days like today, where I feel as though I am walking a fine line and if I make a mistake, I could ruin everything. And guess what! I made mistakes :) Recently it feels like I've had more of the latter days than the valiant or smooth sailing ones. But thats ok!
Although my body is tired and achy from a cold, my heart feels weighty from the events of today, and my mind wants to run wild with the frets of tomorrow, I am surprisingly ok deep inside... My peace doesn't lie on the surface, and its beyond my understanding. I know there will be a tomorrow, and with it comes the fullness of His grace, mercy and love!
Sometimes I feel like I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm headed, or what the future holds. And now I remember that His Word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path (ps.119:105) My feet are right in front of me! So I trust that as I focus on Him, and get into His word, He will show me the next step; He'll light the path before me.
This blog isn't me wallowing in a pity party, or even fishing for someone to encourage me. I'm just being honest :) The reality is that some days are just hard, and that's ok! Because some days are really really good too! You get them both, and along with them, you get stories, memories, experience and wisdom... I guess it's what they call "life" :)